THE SEVEN DEADLY SINS

ANGER
1. With whom did you last get angry?: My mother. Anger is actually pretty good- and it's not a sin. Wrath is a sin, which is different. You can be angry and work yourself through it without hurting people. It's the acting upon the anger that is a sin.

2. What is your weapon of choice?: My Unsurpassable Cuteness.

3. Would you hit a member of the opposite sex?: With a sWord, perhaps. But no.

4. How about of the same sex?: Same deal.

5. Who was the last person who got really angry at you?: Umm.. Zak, maybe? But he wasn't really angry. I don't know. Has anyone been angry with me? If they have, they've done an impeccable job of hiding it from me.

6. What is your pet peeve?: Bandaids. And Watching those oil-things that go up and down and spin that bit at the top. It freaks me out, man! I don't even know why- it's just so freaking disturbingly unnatural! AAH!

7. Do you keep grudges, or can you let them go easily?: I don't keep any unforgiveness for more than a day or so. I recover very very quickly.

SLOTH
1. What is one thing you're supposed to do daily that you haven't done in a long time?: Floss.

2. What is the latest you've ever woken up?: Eight thirty!

3. Name a person you've been meaning to contact, but haven't: I can name a few for Jack... Nobody. Rowan, maybe? No. We're cool cuz I saw him a week ago.

4. What is the last lame excuse you made?: don't.

5. Have you ever watched an infomercial all the way through (one of the long ones)?: Oh, god. No. God no!
Actually, once I did, yes. But that's because it was SO FUNNY!! It was about potatoes!! POTATOES!!! YAAY!!! I love potatoes. You don't even know how much I love potatoes.

6. When was the last time you got a good workout in?: Walking home on Thursdays. Like today. Or something.

7. How many times did you hit the snooze button on your alarm clock today?: My alarm clock is my mother screaming at me, and hitting her only makes her scream louder.

GLUTTONY
1. What is your overpriced yuppie beverage of choice?: Water?

2. Meat eaters: white meat or dark meat?:Yuck

3. What is the greatest amount of alcohol you've had in one
sitting/outing/event?: I don't really like not being in control of myself XD. A whole bottle of Sake? I have a high tolerence for those kinds of things, anyway.

4. Have you ever used a professional diet company?: That's gross. Can't people control themselves by themselves?

5. Do you have an issue with your weight?: I'm very slender, Jack likes me how I am, I eat healthy... That's about it.

6. Do you prefer sweets, salty foods, or spicy foods?: I like fish-flavored things.

7. Have you ever looked at a small housepet or child and thought, LUNCH?: Hahaha. No.

LUST
1. How many people have you seen naked (not counting movies/family)?: Two or three. Three.

2. How many people have seen YOU naked (not counting physicians/family)?: One... Er.. Three. Except the first two were preoccupied with themselves and didn't really look. Four to a million if you count the times that I forgot to close the shades in my room at night.

3. Have you ever caught yourself staring at the chest/crotch of a member of your gender of choice during a normal conversation?: Not really.

4. Have you done it?: Sort of.

5. What is your favorite body part on a person of your gender of choice?: On my person of choice, you mean, and in that case, his eyes, lips, hair, chest, heart, back, legs, dick, belly, rib-cage (HOLE!) and ESPECIALLY his SPINE!!!

6. Have you ever been propositioned by a prostitute?: I wish!!

7. Have you ever had to get tested for an STD or pregnancy?: I'm getting tested, but I don't have any, because my parents didn't and I haven't gotten close enough to anyone to get it yet.

GREED
1. How many credit cards do you own?: None. BEWARE THE CREDIT CARD DEBT!!! Aaaahhhhhhh

2. What's your guilty pleasure store?: Bookstore.

3. If you had $1 million, what would you do with it?: Oh, shit. Go to every Wayfinder in one year. Or buy a house. Or BUY A HOUSE FOR WAYFINDER!! Yeah. I'd buy property for WFE.

4. Would you rather be rich, or famous?: Rich!!

5. Would you accept a boring job if it meant you would make megabucks?: Sure.

6. Have you ever stolen anything?: I stole a light-up dildo-shaped thing from Canobe Lake, which is so corperate it charges you for water!! It was disgusting. They deserved it.

7. How many MP3s are on your hard drive?: Recently had them all deleted by mistake, but I had more than stars in the sky.

PRIDE
1. What one thing have you done that you're most proud of?: A lot? But I don't believe in pride.

2. What one thing have you done that your parents are most proud of?: Not had sex yet?

3. What thing would you like to accomplish in your life?: EGYPT. Getting hired at WFE.

4. Do you get annoyed by coming in second place?: Yeah. A little. If I know they were less than best.

5. Have you ever entered a contest of skill, knowing you were of much higher skill than all the other competitors?: Almost, once... I don't want to get into this.

6. Have you ever cheated on something to get a higher score?: To pass, yes. Not to do 'better' than anyone.

7. What did you do today that you're proud of?: Uh.... Lived?

ENVY
1. What item (or person) of your friends would you most want to have for your own?: A house. Of my own, without parents. Or the ability to drive.

2. Who would you want to go on Trading Spaces with?: Never.

3. If you could be anyone else in the world, who would you be?: Jack. No, wait, that's so terrifying, I don't even want to think about it. Me in ten minutes.

4. Have you ever been cheated on?: No. Uh...
Let me think.
No.

5. Have you ever wished you had a physical feature different from your own?: Boobs. Smaller ones. Or larger, except mine are already beastly. XD

6. What inborn trait do you see in others that you wish you had for yourself?: Black hair? I don't really mind, though.

7. Finally, what is your favorite deadly sin?: Lust.


THE SEVEN HEAVELY VIRTUES

FAITH
1. What religion do you follow?: Shaman. Curandera. Not religious, spiritual. Very different.

2. What religion were you raised as?: Taoist-Jewish mix. Mostly Taoist, like Taoist+Chanukkah.

3. Do you believe that forgiveness is a religious property, or a human property?: Forgiveness is imperative.

4. Do you have your own commandments?: What do you mean? It's not rules, it's what's true for each person. How can you be happy when you're stealing and killing and ravaging and raping and lying? If you can do it, then go ahead, but I could never find happiness that way. So I don't do that stuff. But it doesn't mean that everyone else can't do it.

5. What was the last promise you broke?: I don't break promises.

6. Have you ever said the words to a prayer and not meant it?: You don't know praying, man. You can't suggest that and like...
Ah.
Never. Ever. Never never never.
"words to a prayer"
you mean the christian type, no? I don't pray empty words like that.

7. Do you believe that anyone could be perfect?: Everyone is always perfect, even when they're making mistakes and doing terrible things.

HOPE
1. Did you get everything you wanted over the last holiday season?: I didn't want anything. So.. Yes!

2. Regarding your future, what is the best thing you could hope for?: Truth, honesty, happiness, joy. Moshke and Tyler, a home, Jack.

3. Do you let yourself get your hopes up for something even if you know that there is a large chance of failure?: There is not such thing as "a large chance of failure."

4. Freedom or fate? Freedom.

5. Have you ever bought a lottery ticket?: Yeah, haha

6. Do you gamble?: No.

7. Have you ever had something called off on account of bad weather, but then gone ahead and done it anyway?: Doesn't really happen to me.

CHARITY
1. What causes do you support?: Saving animals and plants. They don't have a choice when we attack them, they can't decide to protect themselves, we've got to protect them for them.

2. What causes have you given money or time to?: Saving wolves, saving forests...?

3. Have you ever worked in a soup kitchen or done another kind of outreach for the homeless?: Make quilts for homeless children.

4. Would you ever consider joining the Peace Corps, Amnesty International, or another travel?: Amnesty, yeah. My parents are in Greenpeace.

5. Do you give money to the homeless on the street?: No. Worried about liars. A lot of them aren't really homeless. And the real homeless people are usually sleeping somewhere else. Maa.....

6. Have you ever helped out a friend with basic needs, like rent or food?: Yeah. Cheese Sandwiches For Lunch, Ninth Grade, that was so cool.

7. What's the greatest extent you've gone to help a friend in need?: Nobody's ever seriously needed something that I couldn't give... I don't think, at least. Nobody's really asked for my help.

FORTITUDE
1. What are you most afraid of?: Heights, Band-aids, Oil Rigs, Deep deep or murky water where you can't see the bottom, being grabbed around my waist by people I don't know. Kissing.

2. What did you do today that was really brave?: Eh?

3. Who is your favorite superhero, and why?: EAT MAN!!!! Yeah, Flynn. I wasn't even there and I am still absolutely blown away by how hilarious it was. I wasn't EVEN THERE!! YEAH, EAT MAN!!
Oh, and because Flynn came up with it. And he's really cool. And we're both shy people, which makes me feel kindrid to him even though we haven't really ever gotten to know eachother.

4. Would you put your life in danger to rescue someone?: Of course. I do it all the time.

5. If you were to face the Wizard, would you want more courage, more brains, or more heart?: the Wizard? More heart.

6. Have you ever gotten stage fright? If so, when?: Yeah, but I also love to act. So it's an interesting mix. Adrenaline usually makes me act very, very well.

7. Do you consider yourself to be a leader or a follower?: I'll follow as long as I like the leader, but as soon as I feel that I need to- I can be an amazing leader. Thing is, I can only do it if there's a need. A real need.

JUSTICE
1. Have you ever been summoned for jury duty?: Nope

2. If they reinstituted the draft (for both genders), would you go, or would find some way out of it?: 'find some way out of it' suggests that it's the coward's way out. My dad had to hide for two years from the FBI because he worked as a part of the Resistance, helping people to not die for a cause that wasn't just or truthful. When people lie to you and tell you to go die for them, do you go die for their lies? I will not fight the battle of the devil. I will fight for truth, hope, and peace.
Hahaha.. Thats so lame-sounding. But it's true.
It's a family tradition. My great-great ancestors were involved in a Hitler assassination attempt, you know.

3. Do you support capital punishment (the death penalty)?: No, because no human deserves to pass judgement upon another. Especially to decide whether they can live or not. Even if the person they're judging has passed that judgement. Killing people to show that killing people is wrong- doesn't make sense.

4. Which should be guaranteed legal?: Gosh, 'an it harm none, do as thou wilt'

5. Do you believe that Dubya is rightfully President of the USA?: He can't control me. If other people want to be stupid enough to buy into him, then sure. I mean, getting rid of him- we'll just get another leader that nobody is satisfied with, even though Bush is pretty dispicable. And disgusting. But... Having a centralized government means nobody can be happy, having laws to protect quality of life means not having entire freedom.. nothing will be perfect in that way, with the way we run our country. I mean..
I just sort of give up. Step away, refuse to be a part of it. Hell, at least we're still allowed to leave, right?

6. What was your favorite media circus trial?: Maa... The only one I remember off the top of my head is Jackson. I hate the media, so I avoid it. It's not truth- it's projections.

7. Have you ever written a letter to a politician?: Nope. My dad does all the time, though.

TEMPERANCE
1. What do you have the hardest time moderating yourself on?: Thinking about Jack

2. Do you collect anything?: I make lists. Lots, and lots of them. Is that a collection? Don't know.

3. Are you addicted to anything?: Jack. Nope.

4. Have you ever put anything on layaway or used an installment plan?: No. I don't like to buy anything that's so expensive.

5. What's your preferred method of paying for things?: Up Front. I don't like owing money.

6. One thing you wish you hadn't let yourself do?: One word: Aquapet. I don't know if I'll ever forgive myself for that.

7. Do you feel that you obsess over things?: Jack?


PRUDENCE
1. Who is the wisest person you know?: Connie.

2. Have you ever participated in a vigil?: Yes! Candellight, no less. I love vigils. They're beautfiul. Especially when people start singing.

3. Do you take advice when it's given?: Well, I assess it and then assimilate it as needed... So, yes?

4. What area are you wisest in?: Making detailed, comprehensive lists! And house-care!


5. Do you drive defensively?: I drive like I'm flying.

6. What did you learn today?: Kids can make the most hilarious videos ever.

7. And of course, what is your favorite heavenly virtue?: Faith.

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I keep forgetting the day, now. I thought it was friday until today- which is Sunday. Even though I wrote you a letter yesterday and dated it. Dated it Saturday, the twenty seventh.

Are you still weakened by the distance? I am just a little, because I've been trying so very hard to be strong for you. This isn't so bad, my love, think of the wives and mothers of War. Think of how little this separation really is, and think of how strong we really are.

Having things that remind me of you, now, are reassuring. They remind me that you're still somewhere, that you love me, that I love you, that you'll come back eventually. That I believe that you can find what you came to find there, in the most beautiful and positive way possible. Does it need to be an adventure? Then make it one! Find an adventure. Walk into a tunnel and don't stop walking, find someone you don't know, somewhere strange- and learn them and follow them, find someone else, make it like a videogame or a movie, make it what you want, don't waste time missing me.

Don't waste your time missing me. I'm still right here, and I'm inside your heart. And you're inside mine. There's a very small fairy-Lydia sitting right there inside your heart egging you on in a tiny singsong voice. It doesn't matter what happens, as long as you're happy, remember? You want to be happy.

I want you to be happy, too. I want to be happy, so be happy. I've done a wonderful job being happy even though I'm waiting, you can do it, too.

See? See, everyone? Lydia can follow her own advice. It might take three or four days, but she gets there. I practice what I preach. I've forgiven London, and Scotland and Germany and France and the Count of Monte Christo. Actually, I love France. I love French everything, especially French Cursive Writing, which is a strange thing to like, but I like it.
French cinema, and French bathrooms.

And angry French men yelling about a car accident- like the time, Fran told mam and me about, where these two men crashed and started yelling at eachother, while Fran watched from a bench or somewhere- and one man finally just screamed (in french) "And CUT YOUR MUSTACE, YOU LOOK LIKE A COCKROACH, SIR!"
The sir at the end is the best part. "Monsieur!"

Funny, you're online, but you probably won't read this.
Oh, well, putting it out there is good enough for me.

If I had a daughter, what would you want to name her?

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Dear Love,
I heard from Joe, that you went on in a cafe, so I wanted to leave this here so you can read it. If you ever go on in a cafe again.
Call me. I miss you. I want to talk to you, please.

Your mother has been leaving messages on the machine, saying "If Jack calls you, tell him to call home!"

I never really told you that I believe in you, but I do. I support you. I'm elated- especaily since I heard (from joe) that things are going mostly well! You can call me, you know. Call my cell, I get out at 4:15, That's 10:15 london time. Or, call me in my morning. Which is 12 to 2 london time. Call me in your morning, when it's late at night for me. Do you remember the number? My cellphone number? Did you bring your cellphone?

You can do anything. Free across the world. Can you even come back here? Getting stronger and stronger. You can go anywhere, do anything, be anyone, start anew a thousand times. I love you, I love you, you're free, now. I can't even imagine how enlightening it all must be.

So, I'm holding the fort. Guarding the castle for your return. Being strong and happy, though I've only just gotten to the happy part. I was miserable for all of tuesday. And then, I decided that the best plan of action was to try to induce a coma and not wake up until after you'd returned. Then, I decided to firebomb london on the 22nd, just to make sure you come home, haha. My fear is that you'll be too free and wild to ever return to little old me, but more than that fear I'm so glad that you're having such a wonderful time. I keep imaginging you full of light and freedom, with the world moving all around, with gold in your hair and fire in your eyes, seeing all sorts of amazing things and feeling like the universe really belongs to you.

I saved the message from Tuesday. I've listened to it way too much to be healthy. And I've showed it to any victim who happens to cross my path.

I love you, too. I'm waiting for you.

I'm afraid to ask if you'll still ever come back to me.

It's a very crossed-up feeling, when I think of it. I'm willing as much joy and happiness upon you as I possibly can, and all the while I'm wondering that if you are so happy, what if you just decide to never return? What if you return, work the summer, and then leave again for good? What if you can't love me anymore, what if you're too free to ever settle with someone whose been locked up in a house her whole life and doesn't even know what the world looks like? That's what I'm scared of. It scares me like the dark.

But.. That's the vulnerability of love. And I've got to trust you. We trust eachother, right? And I do trust you, and I believe in you. I believe you, and I believe your lips. I trust you, I trust you, I love you.

So... Think of me as sitting with the light like the old man sees in Amelie after she walks him across the street, smiling happily when I think of you and how awesome it must be for you.
Actually, I was with Connie today, and she was doing healing for stuff. Like my fears. Which I'm working on. And we were doing stuff for you just in case, and she goes "He wears a hat often, right?" and I'm like "A top hat." And she's like "Yes. And there's something around his neck. Big and round, like a medallion."
What do you think of that? I couldn't wait to tell you. But, you're so busy, I guess I'll never get to tell you in person. Hahaha.

Truthfully, I'm very very happy. I miss you, but I'm happy. I'm so overjoyed to know that you're having fun- doing well- feeling strong.
I miss you, though.

keep having a great time.



Shit, I need to keep talking.
I miss you like forever. I think, this is the place where you are strong and I am weak. You can go, do, talk to people you don't know- you can do what you're doing, hahaha. And have wonderful movie adventures.
I can't. I'm too shy, too nervous.
"oh, no!" Like a girl holding a frog.




I don't remember what I wanted to say to you. I love you. I need you to call so I can tell you I love you again, just for fun, you know? Just so you remember that even though you're the on-site commander, you're not the only commander. I'm the home-base commander. We're equally as important, and sometimes, we like to communicate.


I'm going to be out this weekend. It's Anime Boston.
Call my cell anyways. I have it on me at all times, now. Just in case you have the sudden urge to call.


I've forgotten the point of this letter.
Oh, well. Have fun in London- er- Scotland!
I love you! I totally believe you can do whatever you want to do! I believe in it, I believe in you, I believe! Go, go! Do it! You're free!


Your darling back at home.

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What is your...

Favorite Color?
Pale hot pink and midnight blue together, or chartreuse

Favorite Food?
to jesse: Potatoes.
to everyone else... Macadamia Nuts

Favorite Movie?
Amelie, the Twins Effect, My Sassy Girl, Everything is Illuminated, The Fifth Element- anything I've watched with Jack.

Favorite Tv Show?
Whatever is on, since I hardly watch it. That crappy cartoon one about the kid who can turn into a phantom. Danny phantom. Yeah, cuz I saw it more than once. Or Foster's home for Imaginary Friends. Cute kiddie shows. Yep.

Favorite Drink?
Water

Favorite Flavor of Ice Cream?
Peppermint.

Favorite Animal?
Ocelot, Snow Lion, Jaguar, Unicorn, Frog, and Dragon. And Jack+Coffee.

Least Favorite Color?
That's a racist question. XP. I don't like those dull industrial paint colors (they've been getting better as of late, though) but the colors that are often painted on cinderblock-brick buildings, that make that smooth-over-bumpy shiny pattern.. Eyuck.

Least Favorite Food?
Beef. Often smells like ass. Though, most meat does. And it rots in your intestines. I don't appreciate eating things that rot in my body because they take so long to digest. I eat easy foods. I love my body. And my body loves me back.

Least Favorite movie?
Oh, man. You know what movie I hate? WHITE NOISE. That movie was the WORST THING EVER.

Least favorite Tv Show?
The News. And anything angry and degrading. And soap operas, and fear-based reality shows.

Least Favorite Drink?
Anything with High Fructose Corn Syrup. It's disgusting, poisonously unhealthy, and it's in there because the US overproduced corn and had to do something with the surplus.

Least Favorite Animal?
Leeches. Any sort of creeper that is parasitic and latches onto you or goes into your skin. TICKS. OH MY GOD I hate ticks. And fleas, but mostly ticks.

Least Favrite Flavor of Ice Cream?
The kind with chunks of ginger in it. It makes me want to puke.

Hair Color?
Very Dark Brown

Eye Color?
Blue, with yellow in the center.

Skin Color?
Pale Tan



Do you...

Have any piercing’s ?
Two on each ear, and my bellybutton

Smoke?
No. It smells bad. And I don't trust myself with weed. At all.

Do Drugs?
Not really, I'm just not really into it. I have more exciting things to do with my time.

Drink Alcohol?
See above. And if I do, it's classy alchahol. Beer just grosses me out and tastes like death. If anything. I'd drink Sake or one of those super-disguised things that you can hardly notice you're drinking until you're blacking out on the floor (like that really good pink thing I had with Dara in Florida way back when.)

Have any pets?
One Beautfiul Large Ninja in Cat Form named Duo.


Which do you prefer...

Hugs or Kisses?
Kisses from Jack, and those cute child kisses I get from kids I nanny. Other than that, I don't like people touching me. Especially hugging or kissing me.

Chocolate or Vanilla?
Niether. I hate sweets.

Straight or Curly?
Straight. Or gay, really, it doesn't matter. But Straight.

Messy or Neat?
Neat living space, messy working space.

Black or White?
White.

Soda or Water?
Water and a half.

Coke or Pepsi?
Eyuck. Don't you people care about your teeth?

Tea or Coffee?
Tea for me, Coffee for Jack.

Café’ or Bar?
Café. Like Amelie, or Tokyo Mew Mew. Cafés are so much more romantic.

1 or 2?
2.

Mom or Dad?
That's just not fair. They both have their perfections and faults.

Cartoons or Anime?
Oh, definitely anime.

Loud or Quiet?
Quiet.

Music or Tv?
Music

Night or Day?
Night Music. You can't find anything as beautiful as Night Music.

Family or Friends?
Define them. If by Family you mean Wayfinder, then Family. If by Friends you mean Wayfinder, then Friends. If by either you mean Jack, then Jack. Both. I have a strong loyalty and sense of duty to both. They're both precious to me.

Cats or Dogs?
Cats. Dogs are hard-bellied like a swollen corpse. Cats are soft and fluffy. And you don't know shit about cats until you've met Prince. Then, you can understand what cats are like. Prince is the god of all cats. He'll make you a cat person forever.

Long or Short?
Last time I chose Long, someone made out with me for longer than I could count under a table. I was five... I didn't understand what long meant, but figured it was something good and kids always want more of something good. I like long hair on men, I hate long waits though. I can't stand long distances, but I like long kisses and long walks in the night. Depends.

Fuzzy or Non-Fuzzy?
Fuzzy what? I like fluffy.... Fuzzy sounds like, I dunno.. Armpits. Eew.

Naked or Clothed?
Depends on the person. If we're talking about the Headmistress, or if we're talking about Jack...

Sleep or Party?
If by Sleep you mean Sleeping With Someone Special, then Sleep. I hate parties. They're just distressing, usually. Unless there's good dancing. Then it's pretty cool.

Fries or Onion Rings?
Both disgust me.

Meat or Vegetables?
Vegetables.

Pie or Pie?
Never.

Bath or Shower?
Bath.

Contacts or Glasses?
I like both on Jack.

PS2 or GameCube?
PS2 forever.

Resident Evil or Sonic the Hedgehog?
Grand Theft Auto.
This kid from WFE like, came into the room at Clinton's party, and was like "I got next game." so we let him, and he went INSANE. He got all the stars in less than a minute. It was Awesome. It was like God.

Random Questions...

What color is your room?
Green!!

Name 5 of your friends in no particular order.
Jack
Kate
Mary
David
Andrew

Name 5 of your fav. Things to do with your free time.
Jack
Make props
WFE forums
Shower
Sing and Dance


Have you named any of your body parts?
In fifth grade, when I first got boobs, we all named them- and mine were Jessie and Gwenevir.

How often do you shower?
Each Night.

If you had a boy what would you name him?
Tyler, maybe. Or Hunter. He will be blonde if he's a boy.

If you had a girl what would you name her?
Heather, Makenzie, Brey, Bria, Who knows? I'm birthing a crystal (or even a rainbow, at this rate) and so they'll come to me and give me their name. So no worries. If she's a girl, she'll have black hair and grey eyes like her grandmother.

Are you a virgin?
Nope.

Sexuality?
Bisexual.

How many siblings do you have?
One older half brother, one younger half brother (deceased), and one youngest half sister. All different halves.

What’s your favorite memory?
"Oh, no!" (Jaacckkkk) and... When he said something special to me that I'll never forget and never tell you. And when Kazuya said 'fuel efficient car' to me, and when I said "doko ni iku no?" and Kazuya pointed to my nose and said "koko!"

What’s your least favorite memory?
This one time, I was at an Anime Dance Party Thing, and this guy was dancing near me and he started brushing his face up against mine and breathing on me and I thought I was going to die. I have some PTSD with sexuality like that... I thought I was going to throw up all over him or like, shake so hard that my bones fell off. And I had to like, run away for a while. It was so scary and gross.

Have you been on Tv?
Nope.

Have you been in a Movie?
Yes. Like, our third grade Star Wars movie that we made. That was great. I got to be Princess Leia. It was awesome.

Are you in a band?
Actually, I was thinking about that. No. Never, and I hope I never have to think about being in one again. Except that when Jack plays the guitar, he looks like Hiro, and has all of his sexy hair and his skinny body and his fingers and guitar and pretty music sailing out and it makes me want to sing.. But.. no. Never. Not if I can help it.

What’s your favorite season?
Spring. Love time.

Summer Vacation or Winter Vacation?
Both.

Which would you rather have , Cold or Flu?
Cold. Except I don't get sick with those things.

How long are you in the bathroom?
Eighteen Minutes. My dad's got it on a timer.

What was your worst injury?
Three part bone bruising in my back and minor concussion. That was great because I went blind for half the day. It was nothing but this swirly stuff in shades of brown and grey and gold and some color I've never seen before that's sort of brownish greeish greyish goldish blackish flesh-ish. Oh, or maybe when I slammed my thumb and it turned green and the nail fell off and it got so full of blood (which dried and hardened and rotted and that's why it was green) that when I bent my thumb all the way the bump of the nail all pushed up by the blood reached past my knuckle.

Does anything hurt at the moment?
The back of my head. I had a cleansing today, so I'm all open-chakra'd.

Do you have a bf/gf?
OMFGWTFBBQFIREBOMBLONDON JACKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!1!!!!ONE!!!!1!!ONE!!!!11!!ELEVEN!!!!!!!!!!!1

What do you regret most?
Not supporting Jack enough about his trip.

If you could punch someone in the face right now who would it be?
Jack.

If you could hug someone right now who would it be?
Jack.

Who did you last talk to on the phone?
If you count listening to a voicemail recording twenty times over, Jack.

Who did you last talk to on the computer?
Joe, random insta-friend from Wayfinder.

Who did you last talk to in rl?
Dad. He's downstairs watching the game.

If you could have any super power what would it be?
Teleportation.

What would your super hero name be?
Hydrocortisone

Who would be your sidekick?
Oh, man. Jack. Or.. My cat. Duo.

What are you wearing at the moment?
Well, I've been naked for a while because I was making props for Jack's game (I'll post them after the game, because I can't give anything away) and they're really intricate and special-important, and I work best when I'm naked, so I've been squatting naked with a paintbrush doing all this detailwork on props that I've constructed on the floor in my room. With lots of paints and brushes and random stuff around me. But now, I'm wearing some pajamas, because it's cold.

What was the last part of your body you touched?
My nose, cuz it itched and I scratched it. And now, my elbow, for the same reason. I can lick my elbow, you know.

Who is your favorite family member?
Cousin Evan. He has the best stories ever. He's just an all-around awesome guy! He's SO awesome. It's amazing.

How long is your hair?
A little past chin.

How tall are you?
Five nine.

How much do you weigh?
130.

What's your favorite flower?
Dandelion.

Do you like pudding?
Yes.

What do you look for in a relationship?
Trust, Loyalty, Honesty, Absolute Love. Like.. The sort of love that is forgiving and trusting and honest. That can let go and that can hold on. The true stuff, you know? Love that makes Jack say the words he said to me. That I'll never tell a soul about because they're so precious.

Are you wearing nail polish, what color?
Don't like Nail Polish.

Can you dance?
Very well, thank you.

Can you sing?
Yes. Very, very well.

Do you like Dance Dance Revolution?
Hahaha. That game is great.

Where do you order pizza from?
I'm not really sure.

What's your favorite type of pizza?
Plain Cheese.

Do you like feet?
Yeah, they're great. I like Jack's crooked spine better, though. It's so beautfiul. You can ask him. I can't stop touching it.

Do you have a cell phone?
I haven't let it out of my sight since monday night.

Do you like candles?
Very much

Do you like Hot Topic?
That store is hilarious.

Do you sleep with any stuffed animals?
Too many to count. But, the question sounds very sketchy. No, I don't. They sleep with eachother beside me on the bed.

How many pillows are on your bed?
Tons. Too many to count.

How many blankets are on your bed?
Six or Seven. I love soft.

What color are your curtains?
White. Pretty.

Do you fold your underwear?
weirdo.

Do you like boobs?
yes. a lot.

If you could be any animal what would it be?
a cannibal faerie.

Do you like to sleep?
Yes.

What do you wish you could do right now?
go to Scotland. Apparently, that's Jack's most recent destination. I wouldn't have the heart to destory Scotland, though. I'll just firebomb London as planned and give Scotland a warning. I hope Jack's having tons of fun. I SO BELIEVE IN YOU, JACK!

Do you like school?
I despise it.

Did you know if you drink Kool-aid while you have the Flu...your barf doesn't taste as bad?
That's so weird.

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1. Whats your favourite sandwich filling?
Peanut Butter

2. Do you have any style icons?
Mother. WhaT?

3. Whats your skin colour?
Yellow-white-gold. Not as gold as Jack's, though.

4. What colours do you like to wear?
Bright greens and yellows and whites, and some pinks, fresh like spring.

5. What do you like most about yourself?
I'm pretty, and very open and loving.

6. What colour eyeshadow do you wear?
If I do, it's usually just a result of my getting blush-happy. If I wear makeup at all (which I usually don't.)

7. What colour are your eyebrows?
dark brown

8. Do you keep your armpit hair?
Heavens, no.

9. If someone hot asked to see you naked for $200 dollars, would you show them your assets?
No.

10. Whats your cup size (If female)?
D. Almost DD. 34 D.

11. How long is your hair?
A little past my chin

12. Which family member do you look like most?
I'm adopted, and I don't look like my adoptive family. I have my birthmother's face, but she's a large black woman- and I don't look like her at all other than that. And.. I haven't seen anyone else from my family.


13. How long do you spend in the bathroom?
As long as I possibly can.

14. Do you walk around your house naked?
When nobody's home.

15. Do you dance around your bedroom in your underwear?
Oh, yes.

16. What part of guys do you like the least?
Wow. Um... When they're really obviously into your body, and are trying to make a move and cop a feel- like, they look you over and get close with that gross smile like 'hey, you look like a good fuck.'

17. What part of guys do you like the most?
Beautiful, honest people.

18. What annoys you about guys?
See 16. When they're manipulative, and that angry-abusive thing a lot of guys do.

20. Describe your figure:
Perfect.

21. Describe your ideal man:
Jack.

22. Do you like men with beards and goatees?
I hate facial hair, but I don't mind on Jack. Mustache hurts my face, though. So... Chin hair is allright, but not above-lip hair.

23. Do you like guys who are small in *that* department?
Really doesn't matter. In fact, big can be painful. So small is usually more beneficial.

24. What would be one of the things important to you in a relationship?
Trust, honesty, loyalty.

25. How do you rate virginity?
Not important.

26. Are looks important?
Vaguely. People have tons of different preferences. It's nice if your someone you love doesn't like, have the absolute opposite of your preferences- but if you're strong enough, nothing matters. Only love matters.

27. Would you do topless modelling?
That part of me is precious to me. No.

28. Would you get your nipples pierced?
No.

29. Whats the best word to use: sleep with, shag, fuck, sex, make love:
Whichever one suits the situation.

30. What is your best feature:
My soul.

31. What is your least sexiest feature:
What? Nothing! Every part of me is beautiful.

The Stupid Ones

32. Are you looking for a partner right now?
Never.

33. So you dont have a crush on anybody?
I have Someone.

34. What celebrities do you think are hot?
Milla Jovovich. Jack and I agree.

35. If you could look like any celebrity, whom would you look like?
Nobody. I like myself.

36. Green apples or red apples?
Red.

37. Lights on or off?
On. Scared of the dark.

38. What time do you go to sleep?
9 or 10 when I'm tired, when Jack calls, 3.

39. What TV do you watch on Fridays?
I Don't watch TV

40. Are you still friends with everyone at school if you have left?
Not really. They're closer to eachother.

41. Who was the last person you spoke to on the phone?
My mom.

42. What annoys your friends about you?
I'm obsessive. I talk about one thing for like, weeks, and can attach anything to that one thing.

43. How high do you play your stereo?
Mark 23.

44. What colour are your curtains?
White. With a pretty curly valance.

45. What make mascara do you use?
that's really bad for your eyelashes, and mine are black and long anyway.

46. Where do you buy your clothes?
Everywhere, usually Bebe and Bobs, or I make my own.

47. What are you thinking right now?
About this movie they're playing in my class. It's really interesting.

48. Are you on speaking terms with your parents?
Yes.

49. Do you like children?
Very much so.

50. Has your life been good or bad?
very good.

51 What was the last alcohol you drank?
Hmm... Champagne.

52. Are you scared of commitment?
Not at all.

53. Do you want a serious relationship?
Very much.

54. Are your parents religious?
Not religious- they're spiritual. They think about and question their reality, they're intellectual and philosophical. Not religious.


More Random Questions

List the stuff you hate, it can be anything:

London.
Liars
Cheaters
Dishonest people in general
Being asked out by random men
beging groped by random men
London
Jack going away.
Missing people, when I don't have control over my emotions,
when I don't have control over myself
when other people try to control me,
London
when people doubt other people


List the stuff you love, it can be anything:

Jack
Art- people's art. Any form of expression.
Watching people dance.
Children, babies, young smiles
playing
very religious old ladies
shamans. The real ones.
Churches.
The feeling you get when someone tells you they love you.
Seeing people being told they're loved.
falling in love
having children

Has your family ever walked in on you while you were naked/in your underwear?
Nope. I've got really good hearing.

Have you ever been sprayed with sewage?
Eew. Gross. Not at all.

What body sprays do you wear?
Sometimes, Attraction by Lancome. That's actually perfume. Body spray is a 13-year-old-girl type thing. I don't like it so much.

Whats your BEST facial feature?
My hidden kiss.

Whats your WORST facial feature?
Nothing. I'm beautiful.

Whats your favourite dessert?
Jack's kisses. I don't really like dessert, anyway.

What was your last most hilarious thought?
Oh, can't remember. I have those a lot.

Whats your favourite word?
Sssh.


Dreams & Nightmares

Have you ever dreamt of sex with someone you know?
Hmm. Sort of. Not really, that much, though.

Do you have a lot of nightmares?
I did when I was a child. Not since last year, though.

What do you dream about in general?
Wayfinder, Jack, my fears and loss, and big places. I haven't had ones that I remember in a while. I think I've been going places in my dreams. All of my dreams are connected-like in one dream, there's a place you see in another dream, and you can like, connect them all. I tried to make a map once.. It was great. There's a train running through the world, too, but I've never taken it. Just seen it.

When you dream about friends what are you doing?
I don't really dream about friends, except one of Jack a while ago. Where I was actually a magical priestess but only he knew, and I helped him by turning water into orange juice for his breakfast.

What did you last dream about?
The above.

What was your last nightmare?
Wow, I can't remember. I know some from my childhood, but nothing recent. Once, I had a nightmare of being in this dusty old house with my family- my grandparents and parents- and we went into this room and there were these huge creatures made out of this slow-moving grey-white sludge, and they had black hole eyes with dripping all around it and big gaping hole mouths, and they were super-sticky, and my parents and family wouldn't stay away from them, and they got absorbed/eaten by them, because when you touch it it like, slowly sucks you in and doesn't ever come off. So I was trying to pull them out, and I couldn't.

What has been your most interesting dream?
When I begin to have a nightmare, and I go "Hey, I remember this nightmare. Well, fuck that." Like, one time.. I had this one where I was on this canoe on this river with my family- we're all on canoes, and I'm older and I have my son with me, who is a blonde boy with brown-gold-blue eyes (like mine, with more brown where the yellow is) I dream about my son a lot, I should put that up. I was wearing a yellow sundress with a square neck and white lacing on the bottom edge. Well, I'm in the canoe with just him, and there's this evil river part- where you have to go to the right, or you go down this river to this swamp where the water is poisoned, and you will sink and be sucked into the water and die- and I was like "oh, yeah. So I just go right." but the nightmare did that thing where it forces you to go the bad way- so I was like "What the HELL you are NOT going to hurt my SON!" So I picked him up, stepped out of the canoe into the river, and waded to shore, and walked away from the river alltogether. And then I went to all these different places, and passed a building from another dream, and if you go in the door you're in this other place with a car dealership and this door leading into a place with poisoned walls that leads to a world called 'Hell.' I almost went there, once, but I decided I didn't want to be poisoned and die, so I didn't go. Anyway, I passed that place with my son and came to an army base, and helped out some soldiers who wanted pizza but would be in trouble because all the lines were tapped and if their voices were recognized they'd get caught ordering pizza and not eating the rations, so they had me call for them. Then I walked out of there and went back to a place that was where you start on the river, and my mom was there and the car and so I was safe and could go home. That was a sweet dream.

Have any of your dreams ever come true?
Sort of. People I dream about become real, but beyond that they're usually so fantastic that they couldn't really take form in reality without something being very wrong or a bunch of physics laws being horribly broken.

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