I take in a deep breath
warmth, no not warmth
movement, no not movement
sparkles, no
no, not sparkles
the color of gold, brown? Gold.
Have to remember how to translate colors
Gold.

And a bright yellow-
and pale cerulean blue
In my back,
in my heart,
all up my spine,
and in that blocked place
it reaches in like that place doesn't exist.

You can't explain these things.
It's connected to something I've never touched before.
A fat pale root, reaching up into
a system that is far beyond
anything describable
with functions far beyond anything I could design.
It's beautiful.
Beautiful.
Powerful.
Indescribable.
It's written into your wings, into your hair
into your eyes.
It's you, it's something.
It's something. And it's you.

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